Thursday, November 19, 2009
OMG jin is going to have his solo live concerts in february next year. In japan, of course. So there's no chance to watch it, but i really do hope there'll be lots of news reports and news clips on it, and even footages of it, like how on heyheyhey they showed nakamaru's and ueda's solo live footages.
And yesterday's cartoon kat-tun was major win. JIN. Grooving along to Black Eyed Pea's "Boom Boom Pow". Never seen this kind of high tension before. Will watch a good quality version when i manage to get the download done.
Watching "Gokusen The Movie" tomorrow. At a very weird timing in the afternoon, so its highly likely that there'll only be me, my mum and my sis in the cinema hall haha.
The week's coming to an end. And im still lagging quite alot in revision. I'll end up cramming stuff into my brain. And i think for once i really have to go into an exam hall kind of half-prepared, for my planet earth and reporting stats modules.
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"另一個自己" by 林宥嘉.
| 10:38 PM|
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Tuesday, November 17, 2009
突然很想很想唱KTV。
所以今天真的很分心，啃书的进度大大减半。
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我对声音这个东西，真的迷恋到了极致。
| 11:52 PM|
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Saturday, November 14, 2009
And so school has ended, and there's exams left. This semester, it'll be five papers for me, as compared to three for the previous semester. I have eight full days left.
"Gokusen The Movie" is opening in cinemas next thursday. Will be watching it with my sis and mum haha. Yes my mum said okay once my sis told her that Kamenashi Kazuya is in it haha.
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It seems during this period of time when i was buried in the huge pile of schoolwork, the world outside changed a little. And it seems people have been trapped or enclosed in their little bubbles as well. Somehow, we're all not at our optimal states now.
And this semester has passed so quickly, more because most of the time im busy attempting to remove all those useless frustrations and gaining some kind of balance. But now that all connections have been cut, balance can be restored.
But actually my mind's a blank now. And its not exactly good because i have no fixation to hold on to.
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"爱上这世界" by 周渝民.
| 5:05 PM|
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Monday, November 09, 2009
刚过去的周末，我什么事都没做。已经星期一了。还没做到什么。
星期一给我的感觉，有时很不真实。因为它是周末的延续。因为它是一个转折点。因为自己还可以对自己说，还有四天，还有四天可以让自己不得不去做自己应该做的事。因为它是个纵容自己随意挥霍时间的机会。
因为它是个自己能选择怎样拥有的一天。
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时间的速度，有时候好在于它不允许自己有停歇的片刻。没有停歇下来，就会累，就会感觉自己和时间赛跑，就会不顾一切拼命地跑，想超越时间，就算累也不会停下来。因为不想也不甘心自己那么筋疲力尽了还输给时间。
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| 3:34 PM|
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Saturday, November 07, 2009
The terrible week is over. I survived on only 3 to 4 hours of sleep for every day of this week. One deadline left, next wednesday.
And after that, i need to reorganize many things, get my normal state back and then soon it'll be exams and half of year3 would be over.
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And i will go look for NEWS' concert dvd to watch just for entertainment. And KAT-TUN's "Break the Records" concert dvd will be out on 16 dec. Cant wait to see it.
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I sense myself turning colder by the minute. I can hurt, i can bruise, i can shatter, i can do all of that with just a careless slip.
Thats why im going to withdraw and give myself more time, before i lose my focus and start slipping.
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"蓝鲸" by 周渝民.
| 2:37 AM|
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Friday, November 06, 2009
And music is currently the only thing that can numb me from everything else unpleasant.
I'm glad im someone who loves indulging in music. Its like an escapade.
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"MISSING U" by 周渝民.
| 12:22 AM|
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Wednesday, November 04, 2009
The day is approaching and i cant wait.
I woke up this morning, thinking i have some time to do reading for my physiology essay. And then that surge of positivity made me feel that if i just concentrate, i'll get things done properly.
And then im presented with this thing and i have to tie up the loose ends. It spoils my mood. I dont even know why i have to try hard on behalf of others.
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"一加一" by 周渝民.
| 8:06 AM|
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